Why is it "somewhere" that I'm standing at ?

Why is it "somewhere" that I'm standing at?  

It's because I've started my new career as a film director "somewhere". 

I've been working within Japanese film society for over 30 years, but I've finally come to realize that I don't belong here.  

From here on out, I will make films in real film societies other than Japan, and I will go by Gen Takahashi. I will never use my Japanese name "高橋玄(Takahashi Gen)" as a director anymore.

So what, you say ?

You're right. All this is, is just my declaration of independence as a filmmaker. Or maybe I'm just talking to myself.